Sunday, May 3, 2009

Don't blame me for acting strange

About a week ago, some friends ask me why I suddenly delete all the things in my blog. Don't worry, I'm absolutely fine. Not insane. Not because of adding new members too. It just, well, I decide to start something new. New life, new school, new friends, new home. Haha! And perhaps new boyfriend too. Wahaha! just kidding. For all the friends in Penang and YR in Johor, don't worry, I'll never forget any of you. You'll always be the best on top of my list.
所谓:“ 往者不可谏,来者犹可追”, what I'm saying is to leave behind is the bad habits and sad memory. (Thx to PY and WC mentioning that to me so frequently in F2). To those who have ever hurt me, I offer forgiveness but I'll always take it as a lesson. To those whom I hurt, sorry and may your lives be blessed. Things have branched out into several paths this year, and I have crucial decision to be made.
First, education. As a former Science student, I cannot deny that I have a lot of passion in Science. But when I choose to further my studies in UTAR (Art stream), I doubt if I pick the correct choice. Most teachers encourage me to continue Science in F6, this has somehow moves me a little. It's the best way to become a doctor , isn't it? (More ridiculous, heart and brain surgeon)My dream since I'm young. Nevertheless, I started to wonder is it what I really want. Do I really like it? What do I need from that career? High salary? Highly respected authority? I don't know. Yeap, I'm kind of LOVE money. Everyone does. So what. Anyway, I begin to feel it isn't what I after when the principle tell me his story. (Thx to Mr. Khor, it's a big help). Quality of life! Yes. That's what I want. He wakes me up.
So I make up my mind to major in Accounting. I remember how I used to repel that subject. I never pass it in school exam, not above 50. It's a disgrace. No matter how many times I LOOK THROUGH the exercises, it wouldn't get close with my other grades. Bet you won't believe the result in SPM is A1. Hehe.. Paise ya, to all my classmates that wished me luck every time before my exams, (especially to angle WL), now you know why I always said it's tough but didn't tell any of you my marks. A month before SPM, I PRACTISE a lot, until I familiar with the technique. Only then did I discover, actually accounting can be very fun too. Perhaps that's what people say 兴趣是可以培养的。
I believe every career has its own successful point, just depends on the related person, whether he has the determination or not. To all students and friends that are still trapped in the mist, follow your heart and instinct, you will make your world one day.
再次感谢我的父母,朋友,师长和开解我的陌生社会人士,医生等,我想,有了你们的支持,我会学会坚强,遇到任何困难都不会轻易放弃。我想上天祈祷,希望身边的每一个人都会有美好的未来。当然,我也要!哈哈。。。